thanks. i already did a lot of grieving monday when i first learned she had kidney failure and we thought she wouldn't make it then. but i'm probably going to cry a lot all day today anyway. the vet was sad too when i told him. maybe i really should've taken her in yesterday when her weight dropped, but the other vet i talked to said it was probably just fluid loss, and besides i probably would've just been prolonging her pain and keeping her away from me.