Control

[asterroc]

A couple of my students recently have asked me ... well, they said, "you know what it's like to drink a lot, you were a college student." And my answer was no, I don't know what it's like. "C'mon, you have to have drunk." "Yeah right, of course you drank." And no, I didn't. I didn't really drink anything until grad school, and even to this day the most I've had in a night is three. I think I've done this on three separate occasions, and one time I really thought I was going to puke and fall over with just that little.

So the question is why not? And reading through some literature on binge drinking, I figured it out. There is exactly one thing in the world that I can control: Myself. I am not willing to give that up.

Comments

[gemini6ice.livejournal.com]

Philosophically, I feel the two major "meanings to life" are experience and creation. So caffeine, which doesn't do much but aid in alertness (and therefore making one simply more aware) and productivity (by supplanting adenosine uptake, the process that makes nerves sleepy), is completely all right to me.