1. meh, i try not to be too obvious about that...i don't want to make people hate me. 2. my mom just got the new Dixie Chicks CD, i think i could manage that. 3. i should dye my hair that color! ^_^ 4. thank you! once i was talking to a 30-year-old woman online...i thought she was younger than her age and she thought i was older than mine. heh. 5. damn, i was wrong! i thought you'd remember my hair, or the fact that i was Magenta...and honestly, i don't mind people calling me "he". 6. those are really cute! ^_^ 7. in 9th grade my best friend started going out with her best friend, and i realized that i was starting to dislike her girlfriend...upon further examination i realized that this feeling was actually jealousy, and was struck by the shocking thoughts that a) i was in love with my best friend, and b) i might be queer! hehehe. so, i have trouble keeping my secrets...i can keep other people's secrets just fine, but my own always end up getting spilled. so i was dropping hints on my blog and a friend picked up on it, questioned me--in his exact words, "ooh, do you have feelings for her? ;-)" so...yeah. then the girl i had a crush on picked up on the same hints the next day, so i was out to two people...that summer i was kinda semi-out at CTY, in the sense that i wouldn't announce it but i wouldn't deny it. i ended up coming out to my mom when i had a fight with the girl i had a crush on and was crying about it and my mom demanded to know what was wrong and dragged it out of me. coming out to my sisters was rather different and considerably amusing...we were discussing which Harry Potter characters we found attractive, and they were guessing who i liked and they ran through every single possible male character before my little sister guessed Ginny. XD and then...i dunno, i gradually became more comfortable with being "out", realized that there weren't people around me who would hurt me if they knew...at this point i'm all pride-y, i mean i don't dress all in rainbows but i'd march in the Pride Parade if i could.
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Date: 2006-06-15 02:33 am (UTC)2. my mom just got the new Dixie Chicks CD, i think i could manage that.
3. i should dye my hair that color! ^_^
4. thank you! once i was talking to a 30-year-old woman online...i thought she was younger than her age and she thought i was older than mine. heh.
5. damn, i was wrong! i thought you'd remember my hair, or the fact that i was Magenta...and honestly, i don't mind people calling me "he".
6. those are really cute! ^_^
7. in 9th grade my best friend started going out with her best friend, and i realized that i was starting to dislike her girlfriend...upon further examination i realized that this feeling was actually jealousy, and was struck by the shocking thoughts that a) i was in love with my best friend, and b) i might be queer!