Endorphins?
Oct. 19th, 2005 08:12 pmI really don't get this concept of "endorphins" as regards exercise.
I live on top of a hill, so this afternoon I started off by going down it until it ran out, then I went back up it. Thirty minutes and a mile or so later, I was a bit worse for wear, and thinking about other more interesting things I could be doing. It wasn't horribly boring as I took a route I hadn't taken before, but it wasn't terribly interesting either. I didn't feel particularly good about it, and there was no sense of satisfaction for having completed the task, as it was entirely pointless in the first place. Archery I'll get satisfaction from hitting the target. Climbing I'll have the accomplishment of going UP. Even ultimate frisbee I have fun interacting with friends and can learn new things such as playing defensively and "forcing home." But walking is... well, it's something I perfected by age three. Where's the challenge in that? What's so terribly exciting about something I do every day?
As I was told yesterday, "you live in your head."
I live on top of a hill, so this afternoon I started off by going down it until it ran out, then I went back up it. Thirty minutes and a mile or so later, I was a bit worse for wear, and thinking about other more interesting things I could be doing. It wasn't horribly boring as I took a route I hadn't taken before, but it wasn't terribly interesting either. I didn't feel particularly good about it, and there was no sense of satisfaction for having completed the task, as it was entirely pointless in the first place. Archery I'll get satisfaction from hitting the target. Climbing I'll have the accomplishment of going UP. Even ultimate frisbee I have fun interacting with friends and can learn new things such as playing defensively and "forcing home." But walking is... well, it's something I perfected by age three. Where's the challenge in that? What's so terribly exciting about something I do every day?
As I was told yesterday, "you live in your head."
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Date: 2005-10-19 05:27 pm (UTC)This might be why as an asthmatic I also don't really know what they're talking about. But I do sometimes get them from low-impact aerobics like dancing and skiing.
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:19 pm (UTC)Some of my happiest moments have come when I'm half delerious after wrestling for 15 minutes straight.
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Date: 2005-10-19 06:37 pm (UTC)I kept telling people that running hurt, and everyone assumed I was just out of shape until I took my first asthma screening test at age 21. By this point I've become seriously averse to nearly all forms of exercise, even the ones that I can do with the proper medication. I'm kinda bitter about this.
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Date: 2005-10-19 07:38 pm (UTC)Last fall, age 26 I told my doctor that I thought I might have exercise induced asthma. This is because I'd noticed myself being consistently dizzy when I exerted myself too hard. One time after playing a game of pick-up frisbee I was not only dizzy, I had tunnel vision for a full 20 minutes while lying on my back to try and recover. After talking with my doctor we decided that it was probably mild (i.e., no hospital), and that I could take all sorts of really uncomfortable tests to confirm it rigorously including running on a treadmill while I took drugs to CAUSE an asthma attack, or the doctor could prescribe me an inhaler and I could try it. If it worked, I had asthma, if it didn't, I didn't and no harm done.
After walking a half hour today, the second half uphill, I was dizzy. One puff of albuterol later and I was reminded that there's "I can't stand up" bad dizzy, and then there's "whee, I'm flying!" ok dizzy, and I also realized that I could breathe again. Funny, I hadn't noticed myself stopping.
You definitely need strenuous exercise. ... You'll get the runner's high.
For the most part my body shuts down (breathing, pain, fatigue) before the endorphins kick in. I might be physically capable of pushing myself further, but I don't think it's a good idea. Instead, I need something that keeps my interest enough that I'm willing to push myself gentler but longer.
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Date: 2005-10-19 07:45 pm (UTC)